Wednesday, November 26, 2008

***BeTTeR oFF aNYWaYs***

Sometimes you have to look back and wonder would I be better off anyways? Well as I am working night shift tonight at the hospital I have so much time to think! I am way better off without someone ("S") making up excuses and what seems to be excuse on top of excuse. Please, if you are going to read my blog, please take my advise and don't email me your excuses anymore. I hate excuses.

I have some great support groups I go through and I probably will cancel one because this person is in it. I have remained professional and will not disclose who this person is because my blog is strictly for me, to right and get things off my chest. All my blog readers need to know is that I was pretty much screwed over at last minute and yes, a meeting WAS scheduled. I am tired of it.

I have talked and emailed a few wonderful people and plan to pick someone by the end of January or February (hopefully)! I am super excited! I dont know what I would do without my family there to tell me that everything will be ok, and my possible other future surro mommies that it will be ok. These women are compassionate.

Down to the nitty gritty. I am going to cook up some really good Thanksgiving munchies! I cannot wait!

So, I went out in the woods today. I woke up at 4am, thinking that I was going to get some sleep after hunting. Well Bob got him a button buck. So we processed it totally. We were to go to dinner with bobby's nephew. Well it is now 2:15am, and I work til 7am.

lets hope I survive.

To all my friends, family, and others, HAPPY TURKEY DAY!

1 comment:

Chad and Shantay said...

I hope you had a great Thanksgiving!